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Deerest

by Granhorsie

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1.
Ever-loving Father is it true Someone loves the Devil if not you? Silver sails may drag me out to sea Does that make it harder now for me? I want to fly So high Close to you I could touch you Like you never left Touch you and hear your breath Touch you like you never left me Hear you say you're watching over me And you're proud of all you see And your Holy Ghost is free
2.
Beyond Beams 03:17
Lost in a thought You burn up a hot hue beyond beams The gaps in the sky are the shape of your eyes Far in a dream So much was said that it rattles your head And it comes undone Naming the price of how you sacrifice love For some fun And it goes all in my mind The ways that we suffer are all undercover Hidden between Dealers of poor hands and weak-willed grandstands Never to be seen I can carry my own bags adorned with red flags Hidden from view Once I had chased it and now to replace it Could be you And it goes all in my mind Where would I be without you? Who would I be without you? Where would I be without you? How would I be without you? And it goes all in my mind
3.
People try to face the light With my face I've often tried Hold your place and hold me close The room is getting bright I'm not saving up for me It's a heaven that I see Something greater than myself A perfect harmony All this trouble lead me to your name Wide awake and dreaming with the rain Then you smile and you fight Please take me apart And take the love inside
4.
Take this windy city for a ride In your dreams I held your hand in mine Write your name down list out what you do In your dreams a hand reached out for you Will you arrive without fear? Will you feel alive and sincere? Will you start to thrive or linger outside with dusty finger? I'm not fake Just pretending I will make a tune begin I'm not always this way
5.
Age to age inside our house How we start to forget not to shout I am reaching out To count you a friend or foe Are we not alone? Are we in a happy home? Will you stand inside and divide this throne? I am reaching out To count you, friend To count you, foe Are we not alone? Was it fate to age inside our house And forget how to live with the ones who shout? I'm just reaching out To love you, my friend To love you, my foe Are we not alone? Are we in a happy home?
6.
Too many pretty things at my door Too many people I can't ignore I just want to feel it from the floor There're too many pretty things in the night Too many lovers are out of sight I just want to see you in the light Well, I'm just wasting all my time with the world that I can see There're too many pretty things killing me Too many pretty things on the stage Too many voices inside a page I just want to free you from your cage Well, I'm just wasting all my time with the world that I can see There're too many pretty things killing me In the summer I'll see you in the summer, girl I'll see you in the summer world I'll see you in the summer Too many pretty things walking by Too many messages in the sky I just want a meal and I want to feel high Is that too much to ask? There're too many pretty hurting me Too many judges with no jury I just want to sing and then be free Well, I'm just wasting all my time with the world that I can see There're too many pretty things killing me
7.
I came to feed my head To see it all shine through my eyelid I came to lose my face To feel it all drop onto my page I was with you all night I knew your name, but I never knew your eye I tried to lose control Instead I found it tightened up my hold I needed something So I've eaten something To fly I was with you all day I knew your fame, but I never knew your fate I tried to hold your hand Instead I found a soul-fulfilling band I needed something Oh I've eaten something I've eaten something Oh I needed something to die I know you are the only one for me I know you are free
8.
Operator 03:25
Operator are you a ghost are you gone? Disconnected, no one needs help with their call Not who you were You're not this at all No one needs help with a call You're not who you were So be something more You're caught in the door In the morning, come from a dream to the lawn There you can see them, lighting the way for us all Not who you were You're not this at all No one needs help with a call You're not who you were So be something more You're caught in the door Mr. Clock Winder turn it back before the dawn You'll run out of power with hands running against the wall Not who you were You're not this at all No one needs help with a call You're not who you were So be something more You're caught in the door Well, this is old Stand still and do what you are told Give up unless I say sympathy Be someone worthy But don't get mad I'm not blame I'm yours
9.
Just T.A. 04:52
You spoke of fire in the chapel A voice inside of every wall You taught the mighty how to whisper In a prayer, in us all You held me under holy water A voice so soft and far away You dry my face off with your smile You always knew what to say I'm not like you I can't say it like you You sit and listen Sit and listen I taste the silence And I understand You love to listen to me Even when it's hard, you'll be my friend With your whole or part You gave your daughter to the future She grew up in a song Your voice was soft like a lion You always knew the right from the wrong You came to burry and to marry A servant to the Son of Man Your voice was tired so you wrote it all down Now our hearts are all open I'm not like you I can't say it like you You sit and listen Sit and listen I taste the silence And I understand You love to listen to me Even when it's hard, you'll be my friend With your whole or part, you've always been So loving So giving Understanding Such a lover A father A grand father
10.
How high will your moon shine Keep us together and make you a home? Inside, decorate with light Light as a feather It makes you a stone But you're a white rose Something we can't hold You're shining down like a ghost You're so hard to see Hard to see You're hard to see, my friend You're hard to see So you strike a pose Something like zero You're trying to make the most Of the open sea How high till it's outside When heaven's only half right It's halfway home? Halfway home You're halfway home, my friend You're halfway home You're halfway there
11.
Breakdown discover What it takes to gaze into your eyes I could ask the sun if no one is Why're you getting lost? You're getting lost Shakedown uncover What it takes to hold you in my arms Speak to the sun Ask when the light will come And I feel good about the way I am with you Yes I feel good about the way I am with you Come crease along my page The kind of mark you can't erase Waiting just to wait You're getting lost You're getting lost Discover you I'm taking it easy You know it's hard as can be now I am about to discover you And I feel good about the way I am with you Yes I feel good about the way I am with you I've gone long enough without you I see no reason to doubt why I feel good When I look into your eyes And I feel good about the way I am with you Yes I feel good about the way I am with you Discover you
12.
There is a tower in your eyes Walls of book covers flash then fly In your cold lashes I thought I knew What is left of love grew In this garden there's always room Walls of your flowers dance in bloom In the toughness of your hands I knew you All the books of love were true Whether Frost, Elliot, Thomas, Tynneson, Browning, Shakespeare, Stevens, Poe, Wilde With a rose, lavender, daffodil, marigold, larkspur Iris, tulip, zinnia, lily You're love
13.
Roman Pax 03:31
As a favor to you, I'll put you through It's the way that you write Write something new May I have your name? It's Roman Pax Okay, just relax If we all looked the same, would it be okay? Is there someone like you, two lips this way? As a matter of fact if you would just relax Roman Pax I looked to Janus, swam the planet inside my bed Laid under water, felt the steam roll off my head And you know it's okay to live this way If we spell it the same, still can't relate It's our payment to love the same lie I never want to live this way But you know it's okay We all breathe through our face In, in down on your day Spreading round words, yes But you have to say I love you I love you I looked to Janus, swam the planet inside my bed Laid under water, felt the steam roll off my head I love you I love to
14.
Emily finds Staring at all the lines Words to poems and rhymes meant for another Emily knows When smiling at every rose Her heart is blind And she looking for so much more Talking to another door Living with one less shoe Emily tried Loving her wrinkled eyes and silver lines Emily wait I'm right outside your gate Waiting for another Living with one less shoe I'm outside your gate Stray dog today Emily wait
15.
Gone to Sea 06:08
Gone to sea The fire can't follow me In the air In the air I feel I feel you are their And in the crowds of waves Surrounding all of my dreams of you There's a spark in the darkness surrounding Shine now like the moon My brother it's okay Don't bother with the waves They'll wash over you And sister don't you cry Looking at the light If you hide, you'll never see Gone to see The wound can finally breathe In the air I feed A fire which holds my stare My brother it's okay Don't bother with the waves They'll wash over you And sister don't you cry Looking at the light If you hide, you'll never see And in the crowds of waves Surrounding all of my dreams of you There's a spark in the darkness surrounding Shine now like the moon
16.
Even with a fever he’s a bonafide believer So he says a prayer on the telephone Dreaming of a lover with her arms wrapped ‘round the cover Of a book of thoughts alike his own She’s a Lilly-boned romancer with a father sick of cancer Just an honest face with a Tiger heart Tying shoes on Sunday for the little ones who run play with her Skipping stones she can feel it start On a beach road of golden grass He runs with wind upon his back Promises ma he’ll be home soon But he likes to hide his head in trees Hear the riverbed and leaves that sigh Beneath the sky in June Well, the water’s cold upon his lonely feet He wonders in the sun for heat And sees the shadow of her twirl In a moment the death of every sum She motions for him to run And face to face their smiles curl Above the world Handing him an apple she said I noticed you in chapel Want to run away with me And lose track of time I’m his arms she takes a closer look She reads the cover of his book Begins to love by pantomime Not they’re split soup of Sunday’s And they’re saving up for one day Will they’ll build a house out of clay and stone But the letters that he sent her with his poems just torment her And she drives all night and feels alone The funeral that saved her When her mama finally gave her Bought a wedding dress for her little girl He’s the man who’ll kiss in the morning light And sniff wild flowers every night He'll make her laugh And then she’ll twirl Above the world

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Recorded over the last 3 years, from 4 different addresses, maybe this album should have been completed sooner. It feels like it was worth the wait.

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released October 30, 2020

Thanks to Nate Krouse for the beautiful album artwork.
Thanks to Ben Darrow-Goodman for playing bass on a few songs.
Thanks to Jericho Silver for singing, strumming, mixing, and mastering.
Rick Jennings for always encouraging me to get my music out there.
Thanks to my roommates for supporting this album's recording process with their patience and kindness.

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